The Beginning of the End
I juz feel like blogging all of a sudden. Brain tends to work slightly better at midnight. Last week, a friend of mine asked me to blog more about my feelings. I kinda told her that it’s not necessary to express everything out. I always believe in not letting people know what I’m thinking. That’s why my blog doesn’t have posts of my feelings or deep thoughts. Still, that doesn’t mean I am a guy without feelings. Just that I feel some things are best left unspoken and in mutual understanding. She kinda agree and disagree, and went on saying it is such thinking that causes problems sometimes. We had an argument, a friendly one, but end up I have to agree with her statement. Still, I really suck in expressing myself. Whenever I write bout my feelings or deep thoughts, I have a weird feeling of being exposed, and when I feel exposed, I feel like I am vulnerable. Do not ask me why I have such weird feeling. I really can’t answer u. It’s natural in me. Perhaps time will change me.
Enough about it. Today is be the last day I can afford to relax myself before willingly committing myself to the chain of colleges. It doesn’t really matter as I’ve been chained for more than 3 years. For the following 3 months, I’m gonna be tormented by assignments, assignments and more assignments. What can I do? These tortures are required to obtain a piece of paper at the end, just that one little piece of paper. This should be the last semester I’m gonna have in APIIT. Thus, my title of “The Beginning of the End”. After that, it’s time to enter my next step of journey. Just hope that dis 3 months go smoothly without much problems.
Thats all. Bye!
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